celeste is dead.

Hi everyone, I feel like shit. My stomach feels like shit, I have a effing bad ass headache & I feel like crying.
I’m starting to hate myself so much, I’ve so much homework to do… but guess what, SOME FACEBOOK ADDICT has to facebook the whole 2 weeks instead of doing her homework.. seriously who can stop me man?! I need professional help here…
If I fail my 3d… I can’t advance to year 2. CELESTE CHEN CAN YOU FRIGGIN WAKE UP… YOU STUPID SHITHOLE, START DOING YOUR HOMEWORK LAH.




Anyway, school today was fine.. Had creative thinking den off t the hostel to do my interactive media homework den back to school with nana & facebook all the way till 9 -.- den off t KFC t eat & back home..


While we were seating in the train, I saw this guy… he’s roughly in his 20’s.. with his girlfriend.. & I swear to God… He is the sweetest boyfriend any girl can ever get! If only Singapore had more guys like that… :\

Not that I wanna boast or whatever, but as you guys know, most of my dresses are always pretty mini and whenever I’m always on the train, I can’t stand it when guys look @ my legs… as if they never seen legs before in their whole entire life… yes yes.. the main point here is.. those guys that has like girlfriends… still look @ me, I MEAN PLEASE… YOU HAVE A FRIGGIN GIRLFRIEND.. THIS IS WHAT I HATE MOST ABOUT GUYS.. cant they just friggin lay their effing eyes on their girlfriend… for what f look @ other girls? What can you gain man?! You already have a pretty girlfriend beside you, TREASURE HER?!?!?!?!?!?!??!


But this guy was way different… His girlfriend was seating beside him in the train & I saw him fondering around with his girlfriend’s fingers & when he saw Nana & I stepped into the train, he knew his girlfriend felt kind of uncomfortable.. because like she kept looking at him, making sure that he doesnt checked us out.. and he didnt!! yes yes:)! And the sweetest thing is that he kept on looking at her while he was talking t her.. like LOOK DEEPLY into her eyes with so much affection, and fonder with her fingers… They were having their own conversation… but i could see that he was like reassuring and telling her indirectly like “dont worry baby, my eyes are only on you, youre the most beautiful girl in my eyes” kindda thang.. omg? i know right…

and when they stopped talking, he will put his arms around her and give a peck on her cheeks.. .. Compare him to one of my ex boyfriend… WAHHHH, I was forever quarrelling with him because he was always looking at other girls. etc etc. Seriously guys, you ought to take a page out of this guy’s book. Period.


Oh & guesssssssssss whattttttttttttttttttt.. I’ve effing dance tomorrow & I’m suppose to perform infront of the whole entire class.. and nonono is not those kindda dance i dance, its like THIS KIND OF DANCING.



I seriously don’t know how to face the class tomorrow, I give up LAHHHHHHHHHH..
I’ll just stand infront of the class and do my best, even tho I will look like a one legged retarded dog that just has his eye ball poked and is limping around in pain… haiz I hope I will still pass & that my classmates won’t laugh at me… sighhhh… why wasnt dance class like learning hiphop or smthing.. why must we do like jazz and stuffs… :\
I wanna cry.. OMG, I tried practicing it just now & when I turn turn turn my head ahhh… I instant headache mannnn… haiz… I feel like killing myself now…
goodbye world…


stabs herself with her copic markers