celeste

Rebel, Sabaix2

celeste — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 09:24:12 +0000

Yesterday Rebel was good.
Becos there were so many people!
Andrew and co
My group
Derek and co
manymany more la.

den off to Sabai Sabai
and … hai
pictures.

effing wasted face

Break away Celeste, Give it up.

celeste — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:55:29 +0000

W C N B T

Stayed home the whole day.
Ive no mood to blog.
Alot of stuffs happened.
Anyway I was heartbroken,
sooooooooooooo……
we talked.. eat.. drink.. cry.. pub..
den dragged into Rebel.
Stoned. Bye.

looked damn ugly yesterday.
took a skirt, spag top and took 5-10mins to put make up and zhaooooooooo.
didnt really enjoy my night.
everything was flying through my mind..

I’m gonna break away…

msn chat

celeste — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 17:45:14 +0000

baking tmr! says: (1:37:56 AM)
its quite heartache as a friend to see .

baking tmr! says: (1:38:06 AM)
although i seldom meet you already

baking tmr! says: (1:38:23 AM)
but its still quite heartaching alright .

baking tmr! says: (1:39:58 AM)
goodness the way you drink

baking tmr! says: (1:40:02 AM)
i swear you gonna have liver cancer in future!

baking tmr! says: (1:40:34 AM)
he dont treasure you doesnt mean you also dont need to treasure yourself .

aww shes so sweet right. kindda woke me up..

& I miss you that much.

celeste — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 12:03:03 +0000

Merry is suchha sweetheart. she was looking after me the whole night! all the guys had to go through her before talking to me! and it was really FUNNY. !! look @ her comment.click for bigger view

Yesterday was hella fun, the guys opened 5 bottles, partied with all the indonesians and one Vietnamese and many more other races lah! HAHHAHA.

It was a hell last min thingy. I wanted t eat supper so off to clark key.. merry was there.. wanna eat, den she brought INDO MAGEE MEE cooked by febby! DAMN FUNNY. So many people were staring but who cares?!
Ate my yummy mageemee.

den off to Rebel. Cant drink w an empty stomach right?! like on friday-.- thats why i was so smashed. Anyway I had no intension of clubbing, becos i was still having the hangover from last night and feeling effing tired and sleepy.. -.-

The aircon at rebel was crazy last night, till I was shivering can?! somemore the drinks also cooooooooollllldddd.. can die ahhhhhhhh..! So I was so tired.. at the beginnnninggggg.. stoned at the chair.. and I even fell asleep for awhile! FELL ASLEEP. BECOS I WAS SO SLEEPY.. den the music started to pump up becos of the amazing guest dj.. so I was like holy mama cow? I MUST DANCE.. So I ended up drinking and dancing and den I stopped feeling emo and tired and had fun last night. I got t know like so many new people. soooooooo mannnnnnnyyyyyyyyy.. I can just dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee… hahaah!
& the lala i got when I was there… it has been so long since I felt like this again.. yes it felt good.. really good.. but theres no lala for me.. as in.. like.. i prefer having just one.. aiya no one gets this la. im just being retarded..

anyway.. our table was so smashed till they actually puked on the floor inside vip! HAHHAHA. but everything was fun alr lahhhhhhhhh.. everyone lying dead on the sofa… ahaha but it was alll fun.. Alex came and say too. Its been years since I met up with him.

peektures.

the wind at rebel was crazy! look @ my hair

cute vietnamese boy!

partying will only get my mind off you.

My last words to you.

celeste — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 15:47:31 +0000

Jos,

hari pertama kita bertemu,haha sebenarnya aku tersenyum pd diriku..kmu dan chicken rice kmu… aku tdk akan melupakan hari itu. kita telah melewati banyak masalah,kmu menyukai aku lalu diikutin aku menyukai kmu.kita tidak bisa memutuskan sama sekali.

sampai 1st, di rumahmu.berbaring begitu dekat diatas ranjang, tubuhmu sangat dekat denganku,aku bisa merasakan nafasmu di bibirku.aku menatap matamu dan mengatakan ya. ya, menjadi satu pada hari itu. dan kita sangat senang dan melewati hari yg indah.

3bulan sudah berlalu dan kita tidak berbicara 1sama lain sampai 1mg,sayang? apakah kmu tau begitu sakitnya hatiku.aku tidak menyalahkanmu, aku tau kmu merasa sangat sakit seperti yg aku rasakan. tapi kita berdua tidak bertindak apa2 tentang itu? apakah arti semua ini? apakah tuhan memberitahu kita bahwa kita tdk seharusnya kembali bersama? apakah ini akhir dr cerita kita?

apapun itu, aku mencintaimu dan akan selalu mencintaimu. sebagian darimu akan selalu bersamaku.selamat tinggal sayangku. ♥

late cel.

celeste — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 00:52:38 +0000

hi everyone, im so late for school! im going thr now! no money t take cab! HMPH.
BYE

i am everything i am because you loveD me.

So together, but so broken up inside.

celeste — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 14:47:11 +0000

In a year from now
Maybe there’ll be things
we’ll wish we’d never said

In a year from now
Maybe we’ll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I’d make this last

Sometimes goodbye, tho it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny

Nice song hur

I couldnt sleep the whole night.. and sooooooo.. I was late for school. eheh
hmmm, I’m eating the fuji apple now and blogging ahahha! Ive an ulcer again! Not enough of water): and I’m sick again. Hmph. Sad babycel.. no one look after me alr >:((*&(*!&@!!!@*&! rawrr.

Reached school late,
Everyone said I look better w my hair like this!

Class today was stonning class for me, I enjoyed watching my 2ne1 videos and going t th washroom every 15 mins to see my hair! HAHHAHA

Jocelyn came up w the idea of watching movie after class! So we did! I tell you! I was so happy!
Anyway.. We caught Orphan. It is damn good I tell you! I screamed so damn loudly! Suanna was complanning HAHHA. It was fun! [:

sorry for the ugly faces.. my eyes were hurting and i couldnt smile properly.

After the movie… we went to the coffeeshop for Chicken rice! Yayyness! Slacked slacked den off t the workshop to do our metal smithing!

At 4.15pm, left with the gang to Marina Square to practice our research speech! OMGGGGG.IM DAMN SCARED CAN? IVE NO MOTIVATION ANYMORE. Life is so sad. HAHAHA.

It was all good, no sign of sadness.. den off to Yixin’s jewellry shop! Den off to the pearl shop.. that was the time when I kept yawning and started feeling bored. Walauuuuuu…
Den off to the Satay shop beside DXO. Was happily eating when I spotted the Singapore Flyer.. & I started being effing emo I swear..

I’ve been wanting to seat the Singapore Flyer with each of the 3 guys that I loved alot.. BUT I DONT KNOW WHY IT ALWAYS DIDNT COME TRUE. I SWEAR, THE NEXT SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP, WE HAVE TO GO THERE ON OUR FIRST MONTH. & I swear its gonna be special. so special both of us wouldnt forget the day.

Left with Yixin to the mrt.. Mrt-ed home.. Staring at the stupid couples hugging.. walau that is something I DO NOT WISH TO SEE after a breakup. -.-

OKAY BYE.
ps: thanks for the roses.

It’s like insomnia.

celeste — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:47:18 +0000

Just created my new blogskin, hope you guys like it.
Anyway I have a new hairstyle and it feels good..
A new look, A new day and time for a new boyfriend!! Haha!
Yes, Single lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~
Guys who are on my facebook knows how drama mama my life is now ey?
Ohwell, I actually don’t hate him and all but he lalaed my name on facebook and called me names first
so ohwell.. so sad right my life? sigh..

Haha its 1239am and I am still up..
Don’t think I’ll be attending school tomorrow.. I need rest.. For the past 2 hours, my mind/head has been spinning round and round..

So Jos and I ended things very very badly.. Which is quite sad, becos I like to be friends with my ex-es haha.
ohwel. Thanks for the memories tho.:)

Hmmmm.. So like G messaged me and cheered me up[: . and alot of my friends on facebook! what sweethearts.xxxxxx As in Ive got SPAMMMMMED. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~)(*@)(*@!? I know right?! I love you guys..
Alot of advices and alot of people scolding me that Ive should have listen t them long ago. sighhhh.
Sorry annie<3 Sorry Ven<3 Sorry Merry<3 and many more!

I am back at the north but I havent met up with my real guy friends. So I hope t see Dennis, Remus, Xubin, Yuchang, Javier! everyone soon alright?

Nicole is blasting big bang’s songs.. Ive been blasting my “EFFING PISSED OFF FOLDER” on my itunes teehee. Ohwel..
Life goes on, I believed that Ive changed abit this past 3months and I’m gonna make my next boyfriend the luckiest guy on earth!

I wanna be a goooody and a nicer girlfriend. Aiyaa.. actually why the rush sial? I dont need a guy now.. all I need is to study harddddddddddddddd !! Yay! But guess what?!! I didnt do any homework today?! USELESS CELESTE!(*)! USELESS. AHHAHAHA nahhhhhhh, since I’ve broken up.. I’ll push myself more to prove to everyone that I’ll do well in school mannnnzzzzzzzzzzzz

I bought a new cover for me handphone and my phone looks x938289247 prettier !! I’m so happy!
Ive pictures.. but I’m kindda lazy t upload them.. so ehhhhhhhh… BYE.

oh and i find it so funny, some readers dat added me on facebook and knows tt jos was my bf and added him but when we broke up.. they commented him instead on me? ahhaha weird hur.. i should delete them hur? i deleted one alr. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
goodnight to you.

EDITED @ 118AM.
ill be nice and upload pics of me new hairdo. bye

Dreams of you tonight

celeste — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 18:15:25 +0000

another relationship gone wrong.

I don’t blame anyone actually but only myself.
I guess I need alone time to reflex..
like what I do after every relationship, seat down.. reflect and change for the better for my next boyfriend:]

How t get rid of my stubbornnnness? thats one major lala I have t change.

I just finished my poster for research class.

I’ve already planned my life. No more partying, just chionging homework all the way!

I think I should go back t the north tomorrow.. I miss my parents so much and of cause all of my sweets too!

Goodnight world. Sugardreams.

I don’t wanna run away.

celeste — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 18:17:06 +0000

hey all, im talking to james online now!
he found me like after 343897 years. hahah!
anyway.. today pics? im kindda lazy t upload them
but ive a few from my com.

today was NOT a good day,
mind was in a mess,
my hands kept shivering,
my heart felt so cold, squezzing, so numb.

Ohwel. but i had me friends who tried their best to cheer me up. thanks babies.

peeks.

So the only ting that made me laugh so badly!
and annie saw it and she was laughing like crap.
look @ this.

click for bigger view

tmr will be the day.
the day, ill be back to th old celeste.
haiz, goodbye world

So I say a little prayer, hope my dreams will take me there.
to see you in my dreams.